Sunday, October 30, 2011

Missing Mom

Today is my moms birthday. It is strange not having her here I find myself still reaching for the phone to give her a call to tell her about my day or something that the kids have done or just to chat. Then I realize that she is not there. It hurts, more than I ever thought it would. I keep thinking that it is going to get easier and that the empty feeling would go away, but I am not sure if it going to go away, and I am wondering if it really should. Maybe that is how we hold on to our loved ones. I love you mom, and happy birthday

1 comment:

Laura said...

I feel exactly the same way. Sucks! I think it's getting worse, or maybe just finally starting to feel real. Anyway, we will carry on because that is what she expects and we will do it well because that is how we were raised. Love you so much!!